Thought Valley

Do you remember how a particular person treats you the first time he or she met you? I bet it is a huge different from how they treat you now. After getting to know what kind a person you are, people tend to change their attitude toward you. Do you remember how polite your best friends used to talk to you when they first met your? Just compare to how they do it now, and you will see the difference that you have never noticed before. Time passes by, your friendship with your buddies are getting tighter and you start to feel free to talk about any topic to them. They also begin to know about your strengths and your weaknesses. When encounter troubles, they might ask for your help because they know exactly about your capability. At this point, you may think that they are taking advantages from you. Well, to some extent, it is. However, if you look at it from another position, this is what a friend should do. Friends help each other, don't they? Correct me if I am wrong about thi...

Is there only me, or there are people out there who think the same as I do: why do I even exist in this world? Not less than 100 times that I asked myself this question, so I think maybe there are other people who also have the same thought. Or maybe there is only me, this useless me, who realize that I, myself, whose existence does not have any value at all. Why do I even say so? You must think I am crazy. You must think that after saying such words, I should find an easy way to get rid of this boring life. However, you are not me, you do not have any idea what it is like to walk in my shoe. Home is never a home for me. I can only say it is a building where my family members and I live in. It has lost all the qualifications which a home should have. One thing I should be pleased about is that it is just recently that I found out the warmth and the happiness have vanished. At least, I had enjoyed the past 18 years of my life perfectly. Sadly, whatever I do to recover it was in va...